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Kakul Ehsan Butt

Russian Roulette

Now here I go again
playing the russian roulette
amidst this mind numbing pain
its an old friend I cannot forget

well hello friend, says I
long time since we played the dare
I toss the key to my life onto the sky
here devil, see if you care

this kind of lifestyle is fun
consuming all you can
life on the edge with a loaded gun
to your head and bam!

Pill me yes, pill me not
sorting them by colour and size
and the first ones in line to pop
choices I make must be wise.

Indeed indeed I am wise, oh yes
I give into the little voices in my head
I give up being oh so serious
because… the inside I am already half dead.

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